Dear, Genesis

I can't wait to see you, meet you, adore you, hold you, kiss you, teach you. Every week that passes I get more excited because I'm that much closer to meeting you. Each and every day think about you. I think about who's eyes, toes, nose you're going to have. From the moment I knew of your existence, the moment I saw your beating heart, the first time I felt you kick I loved you and I always will......

Psalms 127:3 Lo" children are an heritage and the fruit of the womb is HIS reward.

When I Look In The Mirror

When I look in the mirror I'm in awe. Amazed at how there is a little human being in there. This is one of the most precious experience a woman can have. I often sit and think about how GOD gave us every thing we needed to support this growing baby, and He never ceases to amaze me.

I use to complain about the pain in my pelvic area but after I learned how my pelvic bones soften to prepare itself for the birthing process I no longer could complain. Because I knew that my body was doing what it was suppose to do. I look in the mirror and see my big round belly and think WOW I'm getting big.

I don't complain I'm happy that my baby is growing and thriving. To some what may look big and unattractive to me it is beautiful.GOD is truly amazing never will I doubt HIM. He has shown me in more than enough ways that HE is real and with me all the time.

I Can Remember When...

Still to this day I can't believe I'm pregnant. I can remember a couple of years back I use to watch Runway Moms, Bringing Home Baby, Maternity Ward.



I use to watch it everyday religiously wishing I was them and it was me and my now husband bringing home our bundle of joy. This was around the time my husband didn't know I wanted a baby so I use to sneak and watch so he wouldnt get any ideas.

This Is Where It All Began.....

November 12th what a very special and happy day that was! I had been trying to get pregnant for months. I tried the clear-blue easy monitor, ovulation kits, basal body thermometer. I bought over 50 ovulation kits from this website but each and everyone revealed that I wasn't ovulating. Aunt Flow left and fail to show up 3 months in a row. I had no clue why or what was going on. I was hoping that I would get pregnant naturally but failed to believe that I would. On a social site I had a ticker on my page and it would tell me when I should be ovulating. Knowing that my cycle was irregular and I haven't had a cycle in over 90 days.. I have no idea why I payed any attention to it but I did. One morning I woke up logged on to the site and saw the ticker said test today. So I got out my last pregnancy test and gave it a good squirt (LOL) and placed on the edge of the tube while I did my daily routine..brush my teeth, wash my face ect. I gave a quick glance at the test and begin to sigh then I gave a second look and realized there were two lines on the test!! WHAT?? I couldn't believe it! I started jumping around so happily, smiling from ear to ear. After thanking GOD and doing a little dance I called my husband at work and gave him the good news and told him to bring home a test. I said I was going to wait to take it the next morning but I couldn't wait that long so I took it later on that night and once again POSITIVE! And this is where my journey began.